The unfading cruelty of the night

Insanity is filling my ears.
My mind is becoming uncontrolled.
And I'm paralyzed in the fear of acting
Concerned of other's perceptions.

My mouth fails to obey
the incoherent thoughts that pop in my brain
the unclarity assumed
gives place to silence

And I'm shutting down...and I'm shutting down...and I shutting down...

Am I wake?